The
first thing I see when I open my eyes is the color grey. When I sit up I look around the room
although I have seen the same thing my whole life. Grey walls, metal bed with white sheets, a silver toilet in
the corner, and high on the wall, a small window to view the sky. That day, the sky was blue with a few
clouds.
I
turned around when I heard the bars slide and the doors open. A man came in wearing the guard uniform
which was dark green, with brown boots, a green cap, and a gun bigger then me.
“Breakfast,”
he told me and I got out of my bed, walked up to him, and put both my arms
out. The guard tied a chain around
my waist, ankles, and wrists. He
put his hand on my shoulder and directed me down the hall, a few turns, and
then into the cafeteria.
The
cafeteria was full with other inmates wearing the same prison uniform I was
wearing. A one-piece light blue
jump suit, but females wore a white T-shirt underneath while the males did not. I got on the breakfast line, and then
got a gray trey, and then the food lady put bread, eggs, and a cup of water on
my trey. I then walked over to the
next seat that was available and sat down.
Some
people already touch their foods and started drinking their water, but I stared
at my breakfast and let my long hair cover the front of my face. I was thinking about why I was in jail
and what I did to live there. The
truth was, I did not do anything wrong except being alive. The other inmates were in prison for
the same exact reason that I was:
We were born in
prison and sentence to life
My
name is 2062-13 and under my name outside my cell was the number 10. I was 10 years old, meaning that I had
been in prison for 10 years. I
never knew my parents. I did not
know if I have any siblings. But
above all, I did not know if I had a family. I could spell, read, write, or count. There was no education in jail because
education was for those born and lived free.
After
breakfast I was sent back to my cell and the guard (a different guard) gave me
toothpaste and a brush, along with soap to wash my hands. After brushing my teeth and washing my
hands, I returned the objects to the guard who then took me to the back doors
to line up with the others.
When
the doors open we walked in two single file lines. We were walking to the building next to the prison: The Factory. Everyday the guards assigned us a job and on that day I was
assigned to untying knots. At the
beginning of the workday it was boring and easy but as the day progress, my
fingers started to ach and become numb.
Every
now and then the doors to the factory would open and we had to close our eyes
or squint. Most of the times it
was a group of guards who were ready to take over the shift of the guards who
were watching us. Sometimes it was
a group of men wearing clean suits and shiny black boots. We knew these men had power and money
and when they came, it meant business.
That day when the door open, a group of men in suits came in along with
a few women who also showed they had power and money.
“You,”
said one of the men snapping his fingers and pointing to one of the boys. The boy looked up and walked over to
the man but did not dare stare him in the eye.
“Shine
my shoe,” said the man and the boy found a cloth and shiner around the room and
started to shine the man’s shoe.
When the boy was done, he got up but still looked down. Then the man slapped him and spit at
him. Even though this terrible act
happened, everyone continued working as if nothing happened.
“Useless
scum,” said the man with a smile on his face, staring at the boy. The group of grown ups laughed with
him. Then he turned to the guard.
“I
heard we had two accidents yesterdays, can we see them?” The guard nodded and walked upstairs to
get the two children. When he came
back down, he had two girls. One
girl was a bit older then me while the other one looked like she was barely
five.
“Put
out your hands girls,” said the guard as the girls presented their hands. The older girl showed that her index
finger was gone while the youngest showed that she lost a total of three
fingers and had a fourth bandage.
The man and the other people looked at the girls’ hands very carefully
and examined them.
“Take
this one away, send her back to her job,” said one of the women and a second
guard came to escort her back upstairs.
The group was still examining the younger girl and talked quietly among
themselves.
“Send
this one to the basement. We can
always replace her. We have a new
batch of toddlers arriving tomorrow anyway,” said a very fat man and a third
guard came over to escort the very young child out of the factory and back to
the prison, where she will be sent to the basement. All the inmates knew that once you were sent to the
basement, you would never come back.
It was very sad when a child went to the basement but no one paid
attention and no one cried. There
were no friends in prison; only those who were free could have friends.
The
group of people walked around and examined each station in the factory and
talked among themselves, even though we could hear them. We heard them say the words “bastards”,
“useless”, “ungrateful”, “his parent must had been a drunk,” “her parent must
had been a hooker”, and so on.
When the people left we were all happy and many hours later the guards
called it a day and escorted us to the cafeteria for dinner. That night we had bread, one burger
(without the buns), and a cup of water.
After
dinner the guards came in and made us line up in age order. They did this every few days or
so. The guards mostly focused on
the older kids, the ones who were almost nineteen or older. We all watch the guards pull out about
six of the older kids and escorted them out. We knew where they were taking them. The older kids were going to be sent to
adult prisons where the adults could have gone to prison for any number of
reasons from stealing to murder.
When the older kids were gone, we were each escorted back to our cells
and getting ready for sleep.
Once
I was in my cell, the guard took off my chains and closed the bars. I looked up at the window and saw the
night sky along with a crescent moon and stars. I then lay in my bed and went under the sheets before the
lights went out and stared at the sky.
I
was thinking about my parents and wondering who they were and if they knew that
I would end up here. But I
understood why I was here.
Scientist discovered a long time ago human genetics and eventually took
it one step further. They
discovered that children born in prison would eventually commit a horrible
crime, such as murder, rape, torture, and more. The percentage of us becoming terrible criminals was
95%. To keep society safe and
unharmed, they put us in prison from the moment we are born. The guards said we lost our
freedom: freedom of speech,
education, owning property, voting, and the freedom to be free. It took me a while that night, but I
realized that I would live and die in prison. I would never be free.
But I badly wanted to be free and have freedom. Because I could have been part of that
5% who would grows up to be a kind and wonderful person with a family. I closed my eyes with one tear going
down my cheek because I knew: This
was not my fault. I did nothing
wrong.
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