I
gathered all the small rocks near the stream and brought them home. I dump half the pile into the white
paint and the other into the black paint.
I left them there over night to make sure that the paint settled on the
rocks.
The
next day I grabbed a piece of wood that was thrown out and drew a 19 by 19 grid
on it. Once the grid was made I
marked the 4x4 point in each corner, the sides in between the 4x4 points, and
the center. When the board was
ready, I turned it over and wrote my name down, Fei JiaLing.
The
teacher did not notice me in school again. When I raised my hand he never called on me and when he gave
a difficult answer he would always pick me to answer. The boys in my class were lucky. The teacher favored all of them and praised them when they
did good work.
After
school I would run back home. I
learned to run home when I was young since the boys would tease me outside the
school and on the road to my house.
I
lived in a small village in China, far away from civilization. Everyone in the village were farmers
and helped one another, but no one helped us. I lived with just my mother, which was another reason why
the boys teased me. They all had a
mom and a dad, while I lived with just my mom and we dependent on each
other. We had our own field to
work with but our field did not have good soil and we barley survived each
year. We also lived in a hut that
had only one room. Although
it was just the two of us, we loved living our simple lives together.
Once
when mom sent me into the market, I saw two men playing a board game that I
never saw before. It was on a 19
by 19 grid with black and white stones.
One man was playing black and the other white. I saw that each player could only make one move and the
point of the game was to get as much territory as possible.
“What is this game called?” I asked but they ignored
me. I asked again and one of the
men slapped me across the face and told me to mind my own business. Instead of crying or walking away I
stood there and watched. The men
ignored me but I watched them play through three games.
That
was when I was determined to get my own set. It took me a week and a half to find the right piece of wood
at the junkyard and two days to find the right rocks. Once I had the set, I knew I was ready to go, but I did not
know the rules.
I
returned to the market when my mom sent me to do errands. I again found the same pair of men
playing the game. I stood there
and watched and again they ignored me.
“Do you play Wei Qi?” asked an elder woman.
“What’s wei qu?” I asked.
“That is the game my husband and his friend are
playing. He tried to teach me but
I could not understand it. Do you
play?”
“No, I just want to watch,”
For
three months I watched the men play and I learned that there were shapes that
were good and shapes that were bad.
I learned that sometimes there were certain sequences that both players
followed and I saw how one group could be killed.
“Can I play?” I asked with fear in my voice. The men looked at me with angry faces
and then went back to their game.
I watched in silence until I saw one of the men make a mistake.
“That’s not right, if you go here then black can’t cut you
and you’ll have influence in the middle, let me show you,” and I did not waste
anytime. I played out to them what
would had be the best result for the player. Both men looked at me in surprise.
One
day I came home from school and there were five people in my hut. My mom told me they wanted to play a
game of Wei Qi with me and told me to get my set. When I came back they were all surprise to see my Wei Qi
set, that I made.
“This man is one of our best players, can you play him?”
asked a very old man and I told him that I would be glad to play their best
player.
Our
game lasted for two hours and their best player bowed down to me and said, “I
lost,” meaning that he gave up because he knew that he could not beat me. I bowed down to him and put my set
away. The group of people allowed
me to go outside to the field to do my chores while they talked to my mom.
I
finished my chores early and when I returned home the people were still there
and my mom started to pack some things.
“Are we going on a trip?” I asked my mom with a big smile
on.
“No,”
“Then where are you going?”
“I’m not going anywhere,” That was when I knew that
something was going to change.
“Where am I going?”
“The people who came today saw a great gift in you. They want to take you to their Wei Qi
school in Beijing. Listen my
daughter, this school will help you get better and you’ll bring pride to this
village,”
“I don’t want to leave,”
“You do not have a choice. You leave tonight.
I love you, Xiao Fei,”
“I love you too, mom”.
6 Months Later
I
sat at the board waiting for my opponent to show up. I was surprised that my opponent traveled all the way from
Canada to take the professional exam in China. But like all my opponents before him, he lost. His lost was a guarantee for me that I
would become a professional Chinese Wei Qi player.
“Congratulations Fei JiaLing,” said the director of the Wei
Qi Association.
“Thank you, sir.
I will make my country proud,”
“Your first tournament will be in Japan and we will like you
to stay there for a few years and show Japan that China is not far behind,”
The
Association would not allow my mom to travel with me, however I sent her money
so that she could buy food instead of growing it. Although she has told me that she still enjoys working in
the fields and that the village built a house for her to live in. The villagers started respecting her
because of me.
Once
I landed in Japan my instructor and I headed for the rented room in Tokyo. I was told that I would be here for at
least three years.
1 Year
In
Japan I had gone undefeated in their tournaments and after a whole year I could
speak fluent Japanese. My
instructor and I had to change from one apartment to another since many
Japanese are upset with me, being a prodigy from China.
In
Japan they call the game Go or Igo and in China my rank had been changed to 7
dan professional. Due to my
improvements and tournaments I had gained a large sum of money and I have sent
it back to my mother. By this time,
the Japan Go Association had decided to pay for my stay and pay for me to teach
their insei students, the children who are trying to become professional Go
players.
“Fei JiaLing, how about going to the Go Congress in New
Jersey next year?”
“What’s New Jersey?”
“It’s a state in the United States in America. Many of the insei will go there and so
will some Chinese Go players.
Would you like to Go and try playing in an American tournament?”
Besides
studying Go, that whole year I started learning English to help prepare myself
for America. Just like how quickly
I learned Japanese, I also learned English at a rapid rate, especially during
the professional Go exam in Japan, since they attract many Western players.
When
I arrived in the US, many people started asking me questions and taking
pictures with me. I shared my
story with them and how Go change my life. I was once a poor village girl that no one cared about and
then overnight I became a Go prodigy.
On
the last day of the Go Congress, the Wei Qi Association had two surprises for
me. One was that I was granted the
rank of 9 dan professional and the second was that my mother flew all the way
from China to America to see me giving out awards to the winners at the
Congress that year. When I saw my
mother I gave her a huge hugged and she said, “We are all so proud of you, Xiao
Fei,”
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