You think I forgot, but in reality I remember everything, starting from when I was very young. I remember my mother and my brothers and sisters and how we played together and slept together next to our mother.
Although
we were happy and always bouncing with joy, the time came when we no longer
wanted to be with our mother, but instead wanted to make a family happy. At night while we slept, we dreamed
about our new home and the humans who we will be sharing our wonderful life
with.
As
days went on, each one of us was taken home, hoping for a perfect family who
will love us forever. We did not
care if we were taken to a house or an apartment. If the family was big with kids or just a bachelor or
bachelorette who wanted a partner to keep them company. The only thing we wanted was a place to
call home.
Eventually,
just like my brothers and sisters, a family choose to take me home. They were a young couple and they gave
me a name that I was honor to have.
I licked their faces and promised them (although they could not
understand me) that I would always love them, protect them, and make them
happy.
As
years went on, we ran through some rough times (such as house training) and
some wonderful times (like going on long walks) and as each time passed, I
loved it all. I was happy and had
a wonderful home. I thought that I
would stay with you forever and that no matter what, you would be at my side.
But
then I needed medication and you decided that you could not afford it. For years I stood by your side and when
I needed you the most, you decided to take me somewhere. I sat in the back of the car, not
knowing what was going through your heads. I was wondering if you were taking me to the vet or a
friend’s house. Instead you took
me to a shelter and said your good-byes to me. I watched you leave, wondering when you would come back to
pick me up.
A
stranger put me in a cage and it was a very small and cold cage compared to my
big and warm house. I laid down,
waiting for you to come get me.
The stranger who put me in the cage looked at me with sad eyes.
“I’m sorry buddy,” he said and wrote something on my cage
and left for the night. It was
dark, cold, and small. But even
though I was in that cage, I still told myself that you were coming back. That no matter what, you were going to
come back.
Early
the next morning, a young lady came in and saw me. She talked to the man who put me in the cage last night and
the man seemed happy to see her.
They opened my cage and the lady petted me. I gave her a smile and wagged my tail. I was telling her that even though my
humans left me, I was going to be okay because they were going to come
back.
The
man then gave the lady a leash and she attached it to my collar. She took me outside in the cold morning
air and put me in the back of her car.
She smiled at me, which seemed both happy and sad. I thought she was going to take me to
my humans but instead she took me to a small house and put me in another
cage.
Although
I was back in a cage the lady came by everyday and allowed me to play outside
with other dogs, although they were much younger then me. That was when I realized that you were
not coming back. The others and I
talked to each other about our “old” humans and the others informed me that you
were not going to come back. At
first I told myself that it was not true, but eventually I learned that you
were not coming back and I became very sad.
I
lay down in my cage and was wondering what I did wrong. Did you love me? Did you miss me? What did I do wrong? You had me for almost ten years and
just like that, you left me.
Although I knew you were not coming back, deep in my heart, I was hoping
that you would change your mind and come back for me.
Months
went by and I still lived in the cage along with the other dogs that I became
very fond of. But many of them
found new homes and I started to think that for the rest of my life I would be
stuck in a cage because of my age.
But then one day a woman and her college daughter arrived at the
shelter.
The
daughter was looking for a younger dog, but once she saw me, she said I was
perfect! I licked her face and her
mother’s and let them pet me. I
really wanted to get out of that cage.
I knew that deep down in the daughter’s heart that she was sad and when
she took me home, I knew why. The
daughter just lost a dog that she had for fourteen years.
When
I discovered why she was sad, I went up to her and lay down next to her feet
while she was watching TV. I told
her that I know you are sad because you lost a companion and a friend. I bet you loved your dog very
much. I lost my humans and I
became very sad because I loved them and they gave me away but now I need
someone to make me happy.
Many
months passed and the whole family loves me. Although I live in a new house, with a new backyard and a
new family I still dream about my old home with my old family. Although they gave me away, I want them
to know that I will never forget them and I will always miss them. But now this girl needs me and I found
a purpose in my life once again, to become a companion and friend. And somehow I know that this family and
I will not separate, not until death comes to get me. But for now, I wish for you to know that I am happy and I
love my new life but even though you gave me away, I love you too.
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